And We Bleed...
and we bleed.
Women bleed.
We bleed.
And it ignites the animal instincts of the predators among us
Conditioned to roar & kill & thrash
The mighty primal who prey on the weak, on the bleeding.
And men bleed when feasted on by men
And we bleed.
Women bleed.
And it wrinkles the noses of the powerful & strong
The flex to crush the weak they fear in themselves,
They scent the blood
Hunt to destroy that weak dying sickly bleeding woman
To save her
Control her
Force her
Take her
With strength, status, & suredness
Justified with great pride
Never questioned
Until now
Until now
And we bleed.
Women bleed.
We rest, relax
For we are potent creators.
That know the power in regeneration.
The deep sustained strength in slow.
In care, compassion.
We know the time it takes for the great task to reach above & below
We know the patience of the belly swell
We know the necessity to watch the seasons cycle
& know the tides ebb & flow
And we bleed
Women bleed.
Not for man
Not as a resource
Not for any use
Not to be controlled or owned or paraded or impregnated
We bleed
Because we are nature
We are of dirt, stream, & wind.
And we bleed
The magic of creation dripping down our legs
We bleed the power rumbling forever within us
Our wombs trembling with the fires of birth of life of death ever more circling
Women born of women,
bleeding breaking birthing rising resting waiting…winking.
Coyest tigress goddess waiting knowing resting watching.
And we bleed
Women bleed
Again and again we bleed.
In the face of the oppressor
Her power spills from her womb gently reminding him
Returning her
To her magic. To love, nurture, care
To cry, wail, and tear
To swell like the moon
Pregnant & full
And die like the moon
Waning waning thin in her last days
Until she dissappers…
Some see to nothing
Most know she to the infinite universe
And we bleed
Women bleed
While girls are ripped
And boys are torn
And wives taken
And mother’s scorned
And we bleed
Women bleed
Tears falling from her womb
Red tears of grief stream from her awakened centre
She mourns our sistres, our sons, our daughters,
Red tears pour forth from the wise patient womb,
tears for our earth stream calm & steady
Every month as the moon dies in the sky we mourn
And shed, and rest, and cry.
And we bleed.
Women bleed.
And every month, women recover,
& regenerate their womb.
To stand up from her resting place
& prowl the earth
Tiger in heart & eye
Kings in every sense of their bodies
Caudronous wombs waiting for the spells to be cast
dancing, singing, weeping
Springs of energy, of beauty.
Wondrous grace
In the likeness of the night
Deep vast infinite
In the likeness of the night sky a lit with shooting stars
Or the cosmos a mirror of she
Reflecting the infinite power & potential
Of her body, heart & spirit
Mirroring her vastness, her wild mystery
And she bleeds
Women bleed
To remember this power
Resting.
Content from her throne
Watching the coal mines crumble
The men weeping as their oil catches flame
The cement jarring them into their own nature’s refuge
Oasis of the trees they have felled
And we bleed
Women bleed
Waiting as only women can wait
Patient,
Resting
watching.
Bleeding in her nest.
Potent goddess waiting for him to remember
The slightest smile sweeps her lips as she watches him remember
Receiving his returning
Eyes shining
Arms relaxed, open resting on the edges of her nest, her throne, her planet
Legs spread bleeding
As she has always done
As she always will.
And he kisses her feet,
weeping.
And we bleed.
poem by Kathryn Nelson
6 August 2021
written at Lilium Cafe, Wilson’s Creek